Women and football

I had no mood to blog but i had to speak my heart out in this topic.

It all started like this. I went to meet a fren to watch the Liverpool vs Newcastle match. I went all the way to a mamak shop(bout 15-20 mins away) to meet this fren who said he could meet me there.

Then when i just reached there and we were just about to seat get a place to seat,suddenly his girlfren suddenly asked him to go back with her. My fren planned to pass the car keys to her and wait for another fren to fetch him or take the bus.

Oh...then she started to show the heart-melting face etc etc..... Then suddenlyout of the many words, a line came out of her mouth which I couldn't tahan....

FOOTBALL IS STUPID. 22 GUYS CHASING AROUND FOR A BALL FOR WHAT? yada yada yada (roughly)

Wah....that time i tak boleh tahan dee....we were hanging outside the shop while i peeked at the TV screen as the game was going on....

Wat liau...So my fren gave in and left with her...

haih..watever...

Suddenly he appeared again and said he managed to escape...hahaha

Dear "girlfren", if you're reading this, I wanna say i'm cool with that incident. No hard feelings.
Nobody will ever know the real identities of the ppl in this topic. It's just that i found this topic interesting to blog about.

Btw, tell me girls/guys/gays ;) - is football stupid? What say u?

Btw,to my future girlfren....u got to know that i gila bola....sorry la...it will indeed take some time or a lot of time at certain parts of the year...so don't say i didn't warn u.

the pic above is just for fun .....hahahaha....

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I'm an addict

If I told you I was a drug addict, what would you say or do?

If anyone tells you that he or she is a drug addict or an ex drug addict what would you do?

All you do is just chase your ambitions, positions, education, degree, relationships.......
You don't really care bout the world around you.
Oh I forgot, you give to charity.....
You think you're doing well because u earn big bucks or have a popular degree or even master or PHD..........watever....
All you care is just bout the latest gadgets, hangout places, games, dramas....
Or maybe,you just don't care anymore.
Life is just a drag...
ya ya..cliche...cliche..cliche
As if la I can understand you....

Would you be able to tell a drug addict that he's got a second chance?
That life is just more than all the things mentioned above?

I dunno la.

There's someone who can. His name is Jesus. sounds so familiar rite? Oh yes, He's gonna give you a second chance. If you need more chances, i think you'll get them....

I tell you la....knowing Jesus is the best thing you can do, you'll be blessed and have love joy and peace..... but ...don't say I didn't warn you, it can be truly tough and painful to be a christian. ;p read my lips ;p painful and tough.
yup.

PENANG ppl

This drama is for you. Ok the most important word is FREE. Yes, admission is FREE.

Details:

Venue: Dewan Sri Pinang

Time: 7.30pm
(advice: reaching after 7.30pm will not promise u a seat but even if you're late, just go anyway)

Dates: 19(fri), 20(sat), 21(sun) DEC 08

My version of the sypnosis:
It's a true story based of the life of Kelvin Soh, an ex- drug addict from Singapore. Basically, he was in and out of jail for bout 20 years. Come find out how he was saved and transformed. Come see how he got a second chance.
GIVE YOURSELF A CHANCE. This useless drug addict also has hope now, what about you?

Not only drama la. Got dance performance and singing etc. Got Christmas mood wan la.
Bring a friend if you think you can't share bout Christ effectively or haven't.


KL, PJ and SUBANG PPL

This one is for you. Don't think you'll be left out.
Yes..this is FREE too.

Ermmm.I'm too lazy to type the details.
So pandai-pandai lah. All the details are on this e-flyer.

Here are some links to tease you.


The Big Show - Teaser
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dq-EYQpGWfk

The Big Show - Gangsta Trailer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_3fV3PY9RY

The Big Show - Auditions
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOl68GsbmqQ




Finally, ya ya.. I'm not a drug addict.
I do admit getting addicted to my PC la...hehe

C ya. CALL or SMS me if you wanna ask anything.
017-5896742

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christmas lagi

christmas isn't christmas till it happens in your heart..........

somewhere deep inside you is where christmas really starts......

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hmmm...nothing much is happening nowadays

wonder why the christmas feeling decreases as i grow up

the feeling of christmas ain't the same anymore

Of coz, christmas is still about hope and love and joy because of Jesus.

That doesn't change no matter how I feel.

Some ppl lost it or forgotten or got disappointed.

I say this coz I've seen and known ppl who are lost and disappointed.

It's kind of painful when when I think of them. 

Thinking only won't help I know.

I have to continue praying for them(which I have been slacking at lately)

ya ya same old story....lol

Many of us live like hypocrites. I'm one of them from time to time.

The difference we can make is that WE TRY to change.

With God's help we can.

Well, it's not over until Jesus says it's over.

.....So give your heart to Jesus

You’ll discover when you do

That it’s Christmas, really Christmas for you!

Hmmm .... when was the alst time I invited anyone to church or to a church event...

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Empty?

Below is a post written by a dear friend of mine. What do u say when a friend writes things like this? It does ache my heart to see it but these things are real. The title of her post is "Empty".
Btw, FYI, this post is addressed to God ( just in case some of you can't get it).

There has to be a way away from these thoughts and fear, I don't want to feel the condemnation whenever I see someone in love with you. Whenever I hear or read someone trusting you the way i will never be able to, the way they repent and return to you and I am unable, the way they long for you and your will and I am blind and without passion, the way they can love you and worship you but I am in this dank dark corner, numb and loveless. I don't want to fear that I have allowed myself eternal pain because of not believing that you are the solution. It's like I am killing myself slowly regretting this, regretting leaving you, but with you I am still dying. It's not choice or free will that we are talking about, it's not about giving up my life for your purpose, it's the question on whether you have given me a life in the first place. With you I can only see how I am unable to relate or connect with you, with you I can only see how handicapped you have made me. Whatever for? Do you break the legs of your child so that you can carry him forever? Do you rub poison into the eyes of your own flesh and blood so that she can only see the world through your eyes? Did you give me pain so that I can only see you as the solution? Why must you be the only way? I have forced myself to remove my handicapped self from you care. So that I won't be with you, you who made me like this. this ugly, pulsating, evil, loveless monster, and then promise to love me just as the way I am and make me beautiful again. Am I your puppet? I may not be able to survive this world alone without you because of my handicap, but you, I will not allow myself to owe my survival to you anymore. So let the fear come.

I really dunno what to say. The only thing I think can relate to(very very vaguely i guess) is how a parent "controls" or gives me rules which don't make sense to me or I am not happy to follow. Yes, my mom does love me and I can see it. But there are many rules and things she does which upsets me. I remember my "younger" days when I get these kind of words said to me " I don't care if u hate me but this is final" or "Don't be surprised if you find your clothes outside on the road if you go on like this." Coming to think of it, I forgot how I got these words said to me. I must have been naughty...hehe...ppl think I'm just a good boy. I remember times when I would throw my tantrum out of anger and frustration. All because of the things my mom said or the rules I have to follow.

I have to thank God that all that is way past me now. I'm have been having a good relationship with my mom for quite long dee. Only in the past, during those teen years when at times I thought things wouldn't get better.

Now I seem to be able to accept everything my mom has "done" to me. I admit most of what she did was for my own good.

I have to confess that I do thank God for freeing me from my cage in Penang. Hehehe. I really learnt a lot from staying in KL. But nothings beats the comfort and love I get at home from Mom.

I seem to have swayed out of topic but that's it....I can't say anymore for now...

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the hard part after camp

I think most of us had gone to at least one camp this year-CF camps, church youth camps, church family camp, etc.

Someone mentioned that blogs don't show the whole and true picture of our lives. I do agree. It's kind of hard to just reveal everything bout our lives here.

Anyway, I wanna try to be as open as I can here.

Most of the messages from the camp I attended at Cameron Highlands with my CF from UM were stuff I've heard before. But of coz, I slacked and forgot. I ignored many of it.

Come to think of it, i may be wrong to say that I've heard most of the messages before.
Here's one thing i never heard b4
-do u know that by just attending church meeting,events,etc, you are actually contributing to the unity of the church?
This is important coz most ppl feel insignificant or their service time is up( for seniors) or if they're not serving they don't have to go. I understand this coz I oso feel this way sometimes(whether i realise or not).


Here's the hard part.
-to put to practice what I've heard.

I have to admit I'm having lots of temptations waiting for me everyday. One of the challenges I got from the camp was to spend more time with God-in others words, have a consistent quiet time with God.

Adoi...banyak susah la. Let me tell u why. I got

FIFA 09
FOOTBALL MANAGER 09
OTHER GAMES
PRISON BREAK SEASON 4
SMALLVILLE SEASON 7 & 8
HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER
ANIME
MOVIES(lots of them)
INTERNET
ETC
MOMMY(hehe)

OK la. Fine. I realise if I continue allow these things to take first place, I'll be pushing God away.

Have I forgotten my first love-Jesus? Haih...hope not.....better not

Fellow comrades out there, how are u doin????

Still in the suicide mission?

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