emo

it's time i tried one of those "emo" posts..hmmm..how do they do it?...

I am/have/feel

troubled
lousy
lazy
no mood
passionless no ambition
no direction
etc

Nobody can really see this coz some ppl say my face is expressionless...
maybe my mom did see some of this and told me that i've been acting different...

HAHAHA..anyway..ya..I do experience difficulties and emotional problems...but I'm tired of dwelling on them...By God's grace I'm continually renewed and changed...

No way am I dwelling on these useless feelings...Jesus didn't die on the cross and rose again for nothing...Although I still have so many problems, the only hope is still to fear God and obey Him...That's what King Solomon said after he tried everything under the sun...yup,he tried everything and all was VANITY...MEANINGLESS...His conclusion was

"Here now is my final conclusion: Fear God and obey his commands, for this is everyone’s duty. God will judge us for everything we do, including every secret thing, whether good or bad."

Ecclesiastes 12 :13-14

Also, I'm reminded in verse 1 " Don’t let the excitement of youth cause you to forget your Creator. Honor him in your youth before you grow old and say, “Life is not pleasant anymore.”"

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Why Fellowship? Why go to church? Etc

These are among the questions which may have crossed our minds....
It may be so familiar for 2nd generation Christians like me to go to church, christian fellowship,etc
but there many who would rather go tru life alone. i've come across ppl like that...i tot ppl always wanted company...but maybe not...maybe even christians want to be left alone coz they were hurt,etc

There's a friend of mine who once said he wanted to quit goin to church coz it didn't benefit him,etc....

Then there's another friend who says she feels ok not having a fellowship of christian friends. She also said that she was uneasy with those who were too friendly at church...wat???
And I just found out from her recently that she didn't know that Jesus is the only way to heaven although she had been goin to church from time to time. She thought that each religion has their own beliefs and gods, so each believer will go to their own heaven,rebirth,etc,etc

It was quite hard to explain things to her coz i used Mandarin...wah...hehe...i tried my best la...of coz there's English and Hokkien...it was also hard to even start this topic coz it feels awkward to talk to a fellow christian bout God....Somehow I had to find out how much she knows bout God so I started out asking her what it means to be a christian...it didn't turn out rite but eventually she said weird stuff as mentioned above...so I had a hard time trying to convince her that Jesus is the only way which is why being a Christian ain't easy...

The juniors are coming to UM soon..What will we seniors tell them bout God,CF,church? think about it...

Dat's all for now..saja wanted to blog something...

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which team are u supporting?

I support Spain...y? coz Torres,Fabregas,Iniesta,Villa,etc are in da team...
How bout u gals? U support the team or the handsome guy(s)?..lol...

I also support Romania coz Adrian Mutu is there ...haha...

Watching Euro 2008 is great..but I had to suffer at work and i can't wake up in time everyday...

other updates: After playing football on last wed,thur,fri and sun....I somehow injured my lower back again...it is the same pain and injury but not as bad as before...On sunday after a nice game...I felt the same pain...dunno how long i hv to rest dis time...Just when i'm starting to get back my form, this happens...

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Holiday update

I don't know wat everyone else is up to nowadays....Would u mind telling me watcha up to? Don't just read my blog la...respond a bit la (If ur blog doesn't have ur updates la)

Ok..here's my update...

The new sem will start on 7 July...my final year...only now i can say it....so,I'll be in Penang Island till then....

I'm working part time in a law firm...Oh ya...I forgot...I must thank God for this job..I actually prayed for it and He answered...I asked that I would get a good paying job and most importantly,the working time is office hours....For what???So that I can go smell the green grass of Penang while chasing a spherical object....LOL

What do i do at work? I type documents, photocopy, search for files.....Easy or not?
zzzz...NOT AT ALL...the work never ends...the employees and lawyers there reach earlier than me and go back later...haiyo..nasib baik being a lawyer is not my ambition....
Nevertheless, I feel grateful for the job and i'm not really complaining...i'm just stating the reality...

I'm not gonna be able to enjoy EURO 08...arghh...coz if i dun sleep enuf and watch a match like i did when i watch the Man Utd vs Chelsea match....i suffered the whole day at work...

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if u happen to drop by....

....then please leave ur blog address so i can save it and include it on my blog or save it somewhere...thanks...

coz i terdelete the previous list and i'm too lazy to search...

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u don't deserve this one

I dunno wat to blog about but i always had in mind to post this up.


I congratulated Man Utd for winning the EPL title but they don't deserve the Champions League. I felt so sad for Chelsea.

How I wish i could do this at my office....

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